#6

#10 secrets // #09 loves // #08 fears // #07 wants // #06 places // #05 foods // #04 books // #03 films // #02 songs // #01 picture of yourself. 
06. Greece, I volunteered there in 2010 and I just fell in love with the place, I was there for a month in a tent surrounded by mountains and breath taking scenery, I honestly think I left my heart in Greece. Volunteering aboard was the best decision I've ever made and would go back to Greece in a heart beat. 
05. Camden, I just adore everything about that place, the busy markets, the amazing food, I feel alive in Camden. Hopefully i'll be going there for a spot of Xmas shopping soon.
04. My bedroom it's just so peaceful, I love to relax and wind down and light candles and curl up with a book in bed. My bed is the most comfiest bed EVER !!!!
03. The nature trail, as a kid my Granda use to bring me and my cousins out to the woods with the dogs. We called it the nature trail and often my granda would pretend we were "lost in the woods" when really he knew which path led to where. It was my childhood and I love that place dearly, from picking berries to swinging on the swing over the stream, holds a special place in my heart. 
02. I am not sure if this can be classed as a place, the stars, yeh I've mentioned them quiet a lot but they simply fascinate me every time I gaze in to the dark valley filled with bright lights it gives me a sense of joy and within that second all of today's worries are lost. 
01. Bunratty castle and the folk park in Co.Clare, we use to visit there as a child and I loved wandering through the "living village" it was an amazing to experience the recreated 19 century life. 

#07

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07. I want to be healthy and happy which is something I'm currently trying to achieve, I'm taking each day as it comes and baby steps, I'm starting back dancing this Tuesday so I'm excited to get my fitness back.

06. To go on holidays, I need a break away to the sun, I was in college throughout the summer so I haven't left the country. I'd do anything to be lying in the sun drinking a cocktail right now. I get so jealous reading posts about bloggers holidays.

05. To go back to been a vegan.

04. A job, I need one badly as money is tight right now.

03. To clear out my wardrobe but it's too much effort.

02. To keep all the puppy's but realistically that's not going to happen unfortunately and there is not enough room on my bed for 5 pups.

01. A tattoo, I am so picky that I've yet to actually stick with an idea and go for it, i'm too much of a perfectionness I can't just settle for anything., I've too many ideas floating around my head.

Xo

#8

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I have been putting off doing this post as I've been dreading listing my fears on the net but here goes.

08. A major fear of mine is rats, everything about them makes my skin crawl, I feel sick to my stomach even talking about them. 

07. Not been successful in life, failing frightens me, suppose the perfectionist in me has a part to play in it.

06. Letting my eating disorder get in the way of me leading a "normal" life. I can't even begin to explain how upset I get over my teenage years I will never get back due to this mental illness and opportunities I've missed out on, i'm afraid i'll never fully recover.

05. Of becoming blind, it would break my heart to not be able to see the beauty in everyday elements. As I said before I admire the stars and to not be able to look up into the midnight sky while the stars sparkle in the sky like diamonds is a beauty to miss out on. 

04. Not been able to have kids, I adore kids as I am a big kid myself, the thought of not giving birth to a little bundle of joy, my own bundle of joy is something I wish not to think about. I know there are other options but there is something so special about giving birth to a baby that's been created by you and your partner, a precious moment that money can't buy. 

03. Heights, you wouldn't believe how bad I am when it comes to heights, like today for instance I was in Penny's (Primark for you British lot) going up the escalator I had to close my eyes as I was starting to freak out, I could feel my life flash before my eyes no joke, how dramatic am I lol.

02. Hurting others, I am a big people pleaser and would go to hell and back for anyone but if I was to hurt someone by mistake it really does eat me up inside. 

01. Last but not least, growing up, it distresses me to think that I have to deal with bills and been able to stand on my own two feet, I am an independent kind of person but the thought of dealing with "adult" issues frightens me. I want to stay a teenager were boys is complicated as it gets and nights where spent innocently. The future aggravates me to no end, not knowing whats ahead is a bitter sweet concern.

Hope you enjoyed this post, whats your fears ?

Xo

#9 Loves

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09. My dearly beloved Lola who I've mentioned quiet a lot on this blog already, she really is everything to me, i'd be lost without my pouch. 

08. Of course I have to mention my boyfriend Ciaran somewhere or he'll be giving me grief lol.

07. My mam is just an amazing person, so strong and independent, I really do admire her strength. She has giving me and my brother so much, I strive to be as a great mam as she has been to me.  

06. My granda has a close place in my heart and I miss him dearly. 

05. Traveling has always excited me, from roaming the beautiful landscapes and cities to checking out the local talent and learning the lingo, there is nothing I love more.

04. Make-up is a passion, creating a master piece on someones face and letting your creativity flow is something I love doing on a daily bases. 

03. Chocolate ice cream, mmmmmmm YUMMY !!!

02. Ever since I volunteered at a summer camp in Greece I have falling in love with the stars, the geeky side in me is fascinated by astronomy, one day I will fly to space and explore (wishful thinking).

01. Camden market is where I left my heart, I really feel at home there. From the food and vintage stalls to starbucks, yeh it's just perfect.

Xo

10 day 'you' challenge #10

As I love reading personal post like these I thought i'd jump on the band wagon, Nelipott is currently doing the 'ten day challenge' so I decided to take part, enjoy :) 

#10 secrets // #09 loves // #08 fears // #07 wants // #06 places // #05 foods // #04 books // #03 films // #02 songs // #01 picture of yourself.

I don't really have any secrets of such to spill so i'll stick to 10 facts about myself that you probably don't know of.

01. Iv'e dropped out of my last year in secondary school, Nursing Studies twice, due to issues with my health and been in and out of hospital. Education means quiet a lot to me and it saddens me that I had to leave and wasn't able to perform to my full potential, I always wonder what if ?... but i'm a strong believer of everything happens for a reason and at the time my health was my main priority. I just completed my make-up artistry course which i'm delighted as I was on the verge of finishing it at a later stage.

02. I'm recovering from an eating disorder, i'm taking each day as it comes and trying to learn to love myself, as cliche as it sounds it's one of the hardest things iv'e ever had to do to accept myself for who I am. Onwards and upwards, no dwelling on the past for me, recovery is possible and it's an on going process that i'll have to live with for the rest of my life.

03. I live, breathe fashion and there is nothing more thrilling then creating a story, an image involving many different art forms combined in to one to make magic. I literally drool over the editorials in Elle each month, I really want to work in make-up artistry in fashion as i'm fascinated by it, I plan on moving to London to achieve my dream career. 

04. My dog LoLa is my pride and joy, she is treated like a baby and might as well be human as she would buy and sell you the clever little thing. It's crazy the love I receive from my four legged best friend, she is the most lovable, friendly, and beautiful, well manured creature ever. I'm a proud granny of 5 gorgeous boys who I love dearly.

05. When nobody is around I like to dance and sing around my bathroom as if i'm starring in my own music video on MTV. I like to think i'm better than Lady GaGa whether I am or not is another thing, i'll let you use your imagination. 

06. Wheatabix is by far one of my favourite foods ever, I could literally eat it for every meal and not be sick of it. It has to be heated up with a tea spoon of sugar and don't forget the cuppa with a drop of milk, yuuuuuuuuum.

07. I am a dancer, I currently do hip hop and ballet and I love how for them 3 hours I forget the world and I can channel my anger, passion and joy into the dance routines. I can't even begin to describe what dance means to me, the friendships I've made and what it's done for my confidence is unreal. Don't let anything or one stop you from doing what you love.

08. I am scared shitless * pardon my french* of rats, if I even set sight of them disgusting creatures on t.v I will scream to the high heavens, I really can't stomach them. I would rather lick old people's crusty feet then be in a room full of rats. 

09. I'm very anal about where things are placed and how they are placed, I also like routine and structure so if I use a sorting knife or fork for eating I claim it as mine for each of my meals. The OCD in me drives people crazy but I can't help my ways for now.

10. I see beauty in every single living atom on this earth and I refuse to see anything less. 

Did you enjoy the 10 facts I gave you ? Can you relate to any of the above ? Or fancy sharing some of your facts about yourself ?

Xo